I may be on the side of the angels, but don't think for one second that I am one of them.

9.7.13

Spoiler II (si el universo me ayuda y me amigo con Kel).

I hate you. Do you have any idea what you have always meant to me? You came back, I came back, everything came back to me since we met again. All the feelings, all the thoughts, all the fantasies, all the desires, everything just came back, but more intense. I know I'll never be the same again, I used to laugh a lot, I used to enjoy simple things. Now, after living months of a fake peace, you come to me and tell me that you miss me. Oh, but wait, you come with your fiancée and your little kid. Is this a fucking joke, Matthew? How can you be such a motherfucking sociopath? Do you really need to have control over everything? I fucking hate you. But you know what I hate the most? That I love you.
Crossing the bright hotel lobby with a lovely brighter smile, Matthew came to me and gave me a warm hug. "Hi, Matty" was all I could say.